Operation BAM

Farewell Weblog! Move on over to http://operationbam.blogspot.com/

Hi Folks,
Now, the last entry for this blog, I have moved! I actually had a glorious christmas , playing with my new blog, and yes you might say, wow, its a little empty and white.. but trust me folks, the design is just right regarding inches and pixels, now all i have to do is fill it in!

This new blog is more designed on photos, PLease let me know if the photos are too big and not loading proberly! then ill make it a little smaller, so please can you change all your links on your webpages and head on over to http://operationbam.blogspot.com/ !

love cis xxx

New Year

In the new year im going to move this blog, well actually, im not going to move it , im going to start a new one else where, the nice thing about this website is that I can have this blog printed into a book, so i will keep it, but im going to move over to a new site that just has way more possibilites and alot easier to upload photos and adjust the layout myself.

But ill look into that for the new year, for now, bid us farewell , we are off to Rome! party on!

Everyone have a fantastic Christmas and New Year, ill be posting the link to my new site here in the new year , with a uber nice update and photies of our holiday!!

Sinterklaas!!!

hey where did he go?

I am very busy gathering new years resolutions, one of the things that i really want to change is time management, its been hopeless this year, way too busy, so i need to get better in saying no thanks to social dates, and more days at home just chilling out .

I bought myself a really nice bracelet for Chrimpas , from http://www.justjjewels.com/ , only one, they are a little dear :-) but i will buy another one for a new special occasion.

We also bought ourself a new tom tom , we needed a new one , so i got the one with the car kit in it, i know i know, im a techie! i love gadgets!

Next week we are going to Rome, im really looking forward to just getting away for a new days and have some fun! We have a uber nice hotel, so chill out!

Oh Oh Oh , what will 2010 bring? I must admit, i have been thinking that for the last 2 years so it wont be surprising that I am slightly losing hope. I will email my Gyni because I want to set up a meeting regarding the pain im having during Insemmination, its unbearable and making the experience very unpleasant.

Taking this month off as a break has actually been great, just nothing for a while, no injections, no appointments , just a nice break!

New attempt next Jan!

keep holding thumbs people!

Red Flag!!! boring!!

unfortunately! pff, i dont think that 4  Roxette concerts first row helped... somehow..  :-)

better luck next time!

IUI 2!

Jeeesh this month is flying by! I have already done everything hahaha

IUI2 went mmmm, everything went fine till the insemmination, man that was PAINFULL!  and im doubting the fact she actually did the IUI correctly.

But I did have 2 eggs... so double chances..

Bad news is that if it dont work.. ( which im blamin on the doc! ) then i have to skip a month cause next month the treatment scedule is full..

But this is all sounding very negative , which we are not going to be! this time just worked!

RIP

Pffff, today, our BAM group buried a friend.. a fellow bammer , and I think the most heart wrenching thing I have ever thing is seeing a 2 years old tapping on a coffin saying mama mama..

He knew she was in there... then he stood on the stage at the funeral and pointed to her picture that was next to the coffin and excitedly said , mama!!! , he loved her, he was so proud... he has no idea.. there was not a dry eye in the house..

Lovely Lovely Jolanda .. Rest in Peace.. your Funeral rocked , Breast Cancer Sucks.. you win babe.

Red Flag!!! Pffff

unfortunately! but better luck next time

Pregnyl Injection!

ok ok , its not that bad, i promise i didnt take any pictures of the ACTUAL deed hahaha

but here are all the thingys

So now the wait is on... pff, its ridulous, you start to imagine all sorts of things , when im acutally 100 certain that its indigestion... and if it wasnt this week, i would deff know its indigestion hahaha ,

Im still feeling absoluutly nothing.. nothing to report.. another 10 days to go..

Holiday Piccies!!

oh man , its hard to look back at the pictures cause we had such a great time! it was perfect... cept the part where we missed all the big department stores on 5th ave... But thanks Aunty Fi, now my mom wants to return hahahah!!!

our able disabled shopper

our wheels !

Our diggs!

Buggy Ride with the Amish, Our driver was Joe and he was incredibally nice and interesting

Pumkin batch! halloween time :-)

Starbucks on Timesquare

Light Up knitting needles :-)

thats all for now :-) I dont want to crash my blog :-)

IUI One !

Oh so much has happened and i really wanted to update in the last night shift, so ill recap what happened the last few days!

On Saturday  I went to the clinic for a echo and the egg was 1.4 mm , was told to keep injecting

I went back on monday , and it was 1.6 mm , they told me to stop injecting puregon and do my last pregnyl jab that night at 21.40

Monday evening at 21.40 I did the pregnyl jab, it was very interesting , i had to mix 2 glass viles, and the injection was a real one, not a pen , so i was , if i may add, very bloody proud! and it wasnt that bad! im becoming an old junkie!

The last shot from Pregnyl was the end of my side of the bargin regarding this cycle, the last one , that injection made sure that my egg would jump at exactly the right time , I had an appointment for Wednesday ( today ) at 13.40 for the insemmination.

Today I went to the hospital and they did the insemmination at exactly 13.40 , to make the timing good, and again they couldnt find the opening to my uteres ? and it was painfullll but eventually she did and we did the insemmination that i dont feel !

So that is it! we have done IUI 1 ! , now we wait! 2 weeks :-) , 2 weeks till pregnancy test, or  I will get my period in the meantime , then i will also know .

To be fair it really wasnt that bad, i was really dreading it all but now I can confindently say that its ok, im not sure how  I will feel having to do it another 6x hahaha, because its alot more intense , and takes alot more time then the previous attempts, its been 5 trips to the hospital , all in all taking 15 hours.. with travel..

BUT hey! we are going for the main prize here!! lets hope I have won already :-)